Monday, July 22, 2013

Sun and Moon


Perched atop her bike, riding through the back roads, a young aspiring photographer noticed the distant look that captured the distant moon. 
Alone, she sat. 
"Moon," she yelled, "why does my heart feel like this? I don't understand." 
Moon peered down at her. 
Crisscross-applesauce, she sat it the perfectly cut, slightly wet grass. 
Still Moon looked at her.  
"Moon! Stop looking at me, and help me. Help me understand!" 
Moon said nothing. 
"My heart aches Moon. I miss him. I miss the way things were when he was around. The distance is getting to me and I just can't handle it anymore. He is so far away. He changed me, Moon. He tore down all the walls that once built themselves inside my heart. He tore down what no one else could. I need him. My heart aches for him. Moon, I think I love him, but the distance makes it impossible."
Moon gently raised his voice
 "Young one, its hard. Each night I chase my one and only love, Sun. I glide through the sky so, we can spend those few minutes spread in different corners the sky, together. She sits miles and miles away. I travel around the world, anxiously awaiting the moment when the light she generously gives to the world, can be seen by my eyes."
"But Moon, how do you make it through the day, doesn't your heart long to see Sun?" the girl quietly said.
"Of course, everyday and every night my heart desires to share the sky with Sun. When I think I can no longer endure to the moment when I see her, I think. I think of all the beautiful things she gets to see. Even though she is on the other side of the world, I know that eventually, we will be together again. Sometimes I wait weeks, even months to see her, but I always see her."
 "Moon, I think I understand. When I miss my love, and my heart aches to be near him, if I just think of all the things he is learning and getting to experiance, it will pass the days away, and make the sting of being away less painful. I just have to remember that because of the love we share, we will always see each other." 
Moon smiled down.


Tuesday, July 16, 2013

So Close Yet, So Far Away

Eighteen Miles.
That's all.
We were eighteen miles away from each other.
I longed for the gentle touch of your hand. 
The sweet smile you greet me with was fresh in my memory.
On the floor laughing. Crying our eyes out. Serious talks. Not so serious talks. 
Beautiful memories. 
Your face was eighteen miles away. Eighteen short miles!
Why? 
I need you. 
We were so close but, so far away.


1.2 months. 39 days. 936 hours. 3369600 seconds.
The day I have been waiting for since you left. 
It's been exactly one month today. 
Lets be honest, it's been the longest month of my life. 
Everyday I dream of seeing you again for the first time. I cant wait.
It's slowly killing me inside. 
I miss you so much, it's really sad. 
How is it even possible to feel like this? I don't understand. 
All I know is that when I see you again, everything is going to be okay. 
The time is so short. 
You are so close,
but still 936 hours away.

Goodbyes, Round 2

So, I have this friend. He's a missionary, but he has also been adopted into my family. So that makes him a brother, I guess. 
Anywho, like all missionaries do, he got transferred, so we said goodbye like ten times, and took a ton of pictures. Could I use anymore commas in the previous sentence? I don't think so.



We are really awkward, and we like it. 



I'm pretty sure he is the coolest. 

Loving Life

Here comes the picture overload.
My adventures started out with a crazy hard pioneer trek. I survived. Thank goodness.
I then packed my bags for the second  time in a week and headed to EFY. Probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've made so many friends with people from all across the world.
Then I packed my bags yet again and made my way across the north west, and ended up at BYU, where I played basketball for the week.
EFY
 The campus of UPS looks like Hogwarts; therefore, we were know as EFY Hogwarts.
This is Holland. She wins best roommate ever award.


We paint like we are five. Its normal.



Meet Luke. He's the best.

Nick (aka Daddy) with all the girls.


Me and the Guys. I love them all so much.
Basketball Camp
The Jamba collection. 


This shaved Ice was bigger than my face and was so tasty.

Team name: Cavemen

Number One! Camp Champ two years in a row!

I met so many new people and fell in love, but not IN love, with every single one of them. I miss each of them so much, and cannot wait for the little family reunions that we have already started to plan, even though its only been a week.