Sunday, March 3, 2013

Sunday Findings

This hit the subject of falling in love right on the head. You should read it. Maybe even read the whole blog.

La Dee Da


Sundays are a really good day for thinking. 
                                                  Whats crossed my mind most today:

1. Mission- To Go or Not To Go. 
I have plenty of time to decide this so I'm not quite sure why its been waying on my mind so much recently, but today its all i could think about. I wouldn't mind going but then is it what I'm suppose to do. I guess I'll just have to talk to my Heavenly Father about this one.
2. My Future
College- BYU-I. That's not what was expected to come out of my mouth, I know. I've always been the one who was only going to go to BYU, but that all changed when I stepped foot on the campus in Rexburg. 
Education- Hopefully I'll get my degree in education and then minor in Spanish and Psychology. 
Job- I would love to teach a forth grade class where English is the second language and Spanish is the first.
3. Love
What did you expect. I'm the biggest sucker for love that I know. I cant help but dream about what my future husband will look like, his personality, he quirks. I often find myself wondering how we'll meet and the first time he'll kiss me and the time that I know that I really love him and that he's the one for me. Sometimes I think about our wedding day and the dress I'll wear and the way the cake will look. I think about his family all the time and I cant help to wonder what my future mother in law will be like. I dream about what our first home will look like and the ways it will be decorated.  I dream about the day we will welcome a little addition to our family. I dream about meeting my kids for the first time and bringing them home and letting the feeling that this little person belongs to us sink in. I dream about watching my children grow and learn, and being able to teach them. Call me crazy, but I dream about a lot of things.

Night Surfing With a Boy

I just spent three hours writing less than a quarter of an essay comparing my self to a pair of shoes. Strange? Definitely. But you better believe that this has been my favorite essay to write so far. It's seriously a party. 

Essay Season has begun!

I got a letter from my sister today. It made me really happy. I just opened it. The envelope has a super cute sticker on it. 
I especially like the tie as the "i" and the bike, bikes are good.
The boy I've fallen for is probably sitting on a beach right now. Even though it's past midnight. I'm jealous because I'd love to be night surfing, or just surfing right now.

I saw Safe Haven this weekend. It was good. You can go see it. I was only embarrassed for the eight graders that were sitting behind me once. That means it's clean. 


I went to a state basketball tournament this weekend with Cam. It was a party. We spent most of our time driving. What can you expect from big cities.

I cut my hair, short. That was a while ago, but I really miss it, but mostly I miss being able to do this with it.
When I have to write I turn into a troll and take pictures like this one.

I'm still day dreaming, more like wee-hours-of -the-morning dreaming about going surfing. It be way cool to go with this boy I speak of, but we all know that it isn't going to happen and that's fine because I would just be happy to go and learn and go in the ocean and try not to get eaten by a shark because that would stink and no one likes to be eaten by scary large fish because then they couldn't surf any more and that would make life so boring and I'm talking like I've been surfing before and I never have but i will someday because it's on my bucket list and so if I don't do it i wont be able to say that I live life to the fullest because if I did I'd be lying and my mom said that lying is bad my mom also said that I should go to bed because this makes almost no sense and I just wanted to see how many people actually would read this long of a run on sentence because after following grammar rules for three hours you have to live life on the edge a little bit and brake those grammar rules because they make me feel like a caged bird and sometimes i don't like birds or cages because they overwhelm me just a little bit and being overwhelmed makes me sad and that's why I need to go surfing because it would make me feel wild and free and being wild and free makes me happy and being happy is good.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Well This Just STINKS!

Sometimes my love life just STINKS. Let me explain.
There is a boy and he's super cute, but I can't have him. The worst feeling in the world might be falling for a boy when you know that you'll never get a chance with him. So what do you do? What do you tell yourself when all you can seem to think about is this guy? How do you answer the question "Who are you crushin' on these days?" How do you tell your heart no? When I figure it out I'll be sure to get back to you.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Circles, No Clothes and the Boys Bathroom

Future band name? It might work. That is if I ever have to come up with a band name.
Are you ready for story time? I hoped you just said yes because I have about 600 stories to tell.

                                                                  Story Number One
Once upon a time there live this girl and every morning she would wake up and seven o'clock and get ready to go  to this crazy place called high school. Everything went well and she got to school two minutes till the bell rang. Perfect timing. She went through out her day happy and smiley without a care in the world. Finally when the day was almost over this girl had to use the potty. So she politely asked her teacher (which might have been the most awkward thing of her life) if she could go and he said YES. So she ran as fast as her legs could carry her to the bathroom and she walked in and noticed some urinals. End of Story.
                                                                Story Number Two
Once upon a  time there lived this girl and she spent her days at boys basketball games. No surprise because this girl loved basketball. She sat with the people that she normally would sit with and watched the game with a few sarcastic comments here and there. With four second left in the game the boy who is practically her brother got put into the game. The crowd went crazy, because everyone loved this kid and he never got put on the floor to play in the game. After only being in the game for 1.5 seconds this boy collided with another boy from the other team and he went flying. You could hear all the air being sucked out of the gym because this boy hit the floor and didn't get up. He just lay there with no movement. Tears were running down everyone's face, and then he got up. Then out of the blue his mother turned to this girl and said "Girl, how would you like to go to Salt Lake with me?" The girl said all right and before she knew it, it was seven o'clock and she was on her way to Salt Lake.
                                                                Story Number Three
Once upon a time there lived a girl and she loved car rides and making bracelets. One day she rode in a car for ten hours. When she had gotten half way through her drive  her and her red-headed mother picked up her red-headed mothers son. All of a sudden her red-headed mothers son was driving and she was sitting right next to him making a bracelet. Then out of the blue he said "That bracelet looks really good. Make me one" and the she made him the coolest bracelet that she had ever seen.
                                                                Story Number Four
Once upon a time there lived a girl and she was visiting this magical place called Salt Lake City. This girl loved to color and play with children under the age of three. While this girl was in Salt Lake all her wildest dreams came true. She got to color and play with children under the age of three. Then a day called Sunday came along and she went to church and got to sit by one of the cutest two and a half year old she knows. At a random point in time she looked down and this sweet girl had taken her hand and was holding it tight. It made her day. After church was over the family went for a ride around a neighborhood and looked at some gorgeous houses and the girl couldn't help but day dream about her future home. She dreamed of the day her husband and her would have a home of their own. She dreamed about the day her and her husband would bring home a sweet darling addition to their family. She dreamed about the days that her children would be running around their house having the time of their lives and making memories that would soon be forgotten. She dreamed about her future, and then she was awakened from her dream when the family pulled up to the house and got out of the car. That day the biggest sports game in the nation was on and she sat down and really watched it for the first time in her life. It could have been the most boring game in her life and then all the lights went out and so she took a nap. She awoke right as the game started more than an hour later and that's when the game started to get good. The next morning she said her farewells to her new favorite family in Salt Lake, and they hit the road and headed towards Rexburg.
                                                                Story Number Five
Once upon a time there lived a girl and she had just fallen in love with the cutest two little girls ever and then she had to say goodbye. It broke this girls heart. She didn't want to leave them. She didn't know that saying goodbye to those two darling little girls would be the easiest thing she would do all week. They all jumped in the car and made their way to Rexburg, which surprisingly was nice. They drove by campus and then headed  to their sisters house to start helping her move. She was introduced to a dashing one and a half year old and a gorgeous four month old baby.  The first day was slow and not to hard. This girl had no idea what was  going to happen over the next few days. The day came to a close and so they all left and headed to a town about 34 minutes away from Rexburg. When they arrived at their destination all went well and this girl was  introduced to another sweet little two and a half year old. They spent and hour reading stories together and then everyone went to bed.

Over the whole vacation I only took one picture, and this is it.


*Side note: You must understand that I have no relation to the family, besides for being adopted as their seventh daughter. So when I say brother or sister I don't mean the ones that I belong to. Does that make sense.
**Side note take two: this post will be continued  I still have 595 stories to tell.











Monday, January 21, 2013

Apples and Bananas

Y'all probably dont want to hear about my love life, or lack of one, but ive been sitting hear for two hours staring at a blank screen and thats the only thing that I can come up with thats kind of interesting.
Lets just start with a simple statement. All the boys that I would even consider dating are leaving on there missions this year. That means in two years they will be home, right? Yes. Okay this is when things start getting weird, but you first must know that I'd give anything to travel and my plan has to graduate from college and then go backpack across europe. So now that you know that until yesterday i wanst going to get married till i was 25 youll understand why I am freaking out. Boys that are going to be everything I want in a man are coming home in two years! That means that I could date them for a couple years, get engaged, finish my education, and then get married. So what its looking like is:
-the boy(s) leave. (2013)
-I party it up for two years while they are out serving the Lord (2013-2015)
-They get home and we start going on dates (2015)
-We date seriously for two years (2017)
-We get engaged (2017)
-We get married (2018)
 CRAZY STUFF! Thats only five years. There is no way i'll be ready to be someones cute little wifey by then.
But wait it gets even crazier. Impossible? I thought so. I could have a child or two by the time my litte brother is sixteen.

But lets be real. This most likely wont happen.

You want to hear something really cool. I look like a shepard right now. Its casual.
oh and I hugged a boy, for longer than three seconds.