Boring, Boring, Boring

Its been so long since I last wrote. So many crazy things have happened lately that I don't even know where to start. I guess that means that this is going to be a lame update post, but bear with me, maybe it will lead to something really great.

 Lets start off with... My best friend

She has a boy friend. I don't know how I feel about that. I'm just going to be the AWKWARD third wheel for the rest of forever, its a good thing I'm good at that. It's going to be okay though because im going to be gone all summer so that gives them time to break up figure things out and not invite me to third wheel it. Although im good at it, I may or may not enjoy it.

Lets talk about my summer. I'm only free for a week or so in August, so if you want to chill, make plans now. But seriously I'm at camps and in Utah and all over the place in Washington and Oregon and Utah.

Gotta love the North West. Oh and .....

I GOT A JOB!!!!! That's the main reason why I'm not going to be "home" as much as I thought I would. This job is going to take every little piece of energy out of me, so I dont plan on doing anything for the four weeks that I am working, but it is going to be so great! I cannot wait till next week when I start.

My group of friends has changed over the last month. I have new best friends who I text nonstop and hang out with almost daily. We seem to have the best of times together. It's wonderful.

Typical me... There is a boy. He's at my house at least three times a week. He's moving back to Utah in two weeks. This boy isn't just a plain old crush. It's more like my head and my heart are at war. Im fighting, and its worth it, even though it is scary and stressful and I'd rather not be fighting right now. I'm not willing to let go. I'm not sure how I'm going to make it till August till I see him again. Skype? Maybe, or maybe when Im in his neck of the woods, I'll just go see him. Who know. All I know is it it real and I am falling.

The only downside to this is that it is finals week and the stress levels are flying. I have at least three super hard finals. Like study your guts out hard, like the smartest kind in the class thought it was hard. The last week of school was suppose to be fun, but that took a whole new meaning when i got to high school.

ITS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL! I cannot wait to kick off my crazy summer.

My new best friend is going to be in Texas all summer. I dont know how I am going to survive without her. like really, what am i going to do?

I decided that I wanted to live in Cali and be a painter and a teacher. That would be the life! I've taken on a new skill. I paint, and I love it.

Cam the Man graduated on Friday. Do you know how crazy that is. My older brother, who I love, most of the time, is a graduate. I dont know what I will do without him next year. He really is the best.

This week started off great, lets hope it stays like this.

Oh and I wrote my 101 things to do this summer list. I'll update it here.